Smudging And Cleansing

At an early stage of childhood, I was able to feel the presence of spirits; would see and talk to them as if they were as alive as any other person. But when I revealed this to my parents and friends, I realized that it is something unique that I experience in everyday life. Later on, I tried to suppressed this feeling, but never able to get over it. How can I ignore them? They were just everywhere, with me, while I was talking, playing, eating or sleeping. I was so accustomed to their presence that they were a like a known to me. Years passed on, and I grew up like just any other youth with aspirations and desires in commercial world, but then there was always a compulsion, a feeling that this is not my track, not my goal, and sooner I realized that I am completely